I'm soooooooooooo happy!!!
nakatanggap ako ng message from S, sabi nya sinabi nya raw sa mommy nya ang tungkol sakin, at pinakita pa ang picture ko... hmm.... I wonder what his mom's reaction is. Sana positive, hehehe! btw, nagkaron kami ni S ng little misunderstanding last week, at hindi ko sya kinakausap, pero plano ko na syang kausapin ngayun, di dahil sa mga messages nya ha, plano ko na talaga yun! lol! newei, yun na nga, tinanong nya ako kung natatandaan ko pa daw ba yung time na parang naghihingalo na sya at feeling nya eh made dead na sya, kasi yun yung time na sinabi nya sakin all about his family and friends, ang sabi nya, if he doesn't trust me daw hindi nya sasabihin yun sakin at saka if he doesn't love me din daw di nya rin sasabihin un. kaya lang ayun na naman sya nagdadrama na naman na feeling nya eh his time is close... then nagsorry sya dun sa nangyaring away namin last week and for making me upset. and as for loving me, he's having difficult time daw expressing his emotion because of his past (past is past forget nya na yun ano, don't dwell on it, and move on with his life andito naman na ako eh, lol) but for 4 years dapat daw alam ko na kung anong nararamdaman nya, kasi he's not that good in saying it anymore.
well, I feel him naman eh, alam ko naman na i have a cute spot in his heart, at saka he cares for me din, kaya lang syempre mas masaya yung hindi mo lang mapi feel na love ka nya, naririnig mo pa na sinasabi nyang mahal ka nya diba?!lol I know mahirap yung sitwasyon namin dalawa, kasi nga masyado kaming malayo sa isa't isa pero why not give it a try diba and dwell on the thought of sharing it and keeping it forever. alam ko being in a relationship means being together physically, but there are times when circumstances work against us and bring on the challenge of loving from a distance. nde nga komportable ang long distance relationship, but then, these barriers are strong measures of love, fidelity and dedication. if you really love each other, that is.
feeling ko he's too scared to get hurt again, kaya he's ignoring his feelings pero i know na nararamdaman nya na totoo na to! lol! haaaaaaaay S if you only knew how happy i am today...
kelangan happy ako ngayon week na to kasi magbi birthday na ako!!! lol
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